RA to the N DO to the M

Hh...
Well, I feel like I'm such a fool or idiot or whatever.
I'm busy with my own mind and I never shared this to the person directly.
Why?
Because I'm such a fool.
Because I thought that exactly I don't have to asking the person.
And it's all caused by myself.
Who likes to think really short and not realistic.
At last I just can felt the reality when everything is late. Too late.
Confused. Sad. Dejected.
I keep try to facing what happens now and in the future, in silence.
I have to lock my mouth so it won't say anything.
You know?
It's hard.
But I'm too confused with what should I do so this problem can be solved.
I'm too afraid to facing the challenges.
Even just too facing it...
Oh, God.
Do I wanna be like this forever?
Hiding what I feeling...
All the regret and happiness?


(ngerti gak? maaf ya udah bikin postingan geje, abis sayanya lagi galau hhhh -_-)