Ratu의 세계 :D

by cseungg :D


Park Yoochun—or we used to call him Micky—looked confused. He was in his class, and the teacher was on her time teaching her lesson to the college-students. Micky didn’t care with the lesson. He only focused on two persons in his mind. And so the teacher just taught and didn’t care with the situation of her class.

Micky’s mind was busy thinking about two persons, two girls—I mean, two girlfriends. Sounded like he’s a jerk, eh? Micky admitted that he’s totally a playboy who loves to do some flirting to all girls around him. But there are two girls who have stolen his heart. But again, Micky was really confused.

The two of his girls are kind. They’re also beauty and had their own charm. The first one is Lee Yoorim. Their relationship began like Micky’s others relationships. Micky met her at the bus stop near his school when he was in SHS. As usual, Micky always showed off his charisma and flirted to all girls. Yoorim quickly fell to him. But the way she loved Micky is uncommon. Not like Micky’s type (he likes girls who are aggressive and sexy), Yoorim is quite nerd. She used thick glasses and didn’t talk often. She’s shy when she met Micky. And at first, Micky wasn’t targeted her to be his. But love is blind, right? So Yoorim has fallen to him and she was spying and stalking Micky for a long time. Micky felt so irritated before, but when he tried to know more about Yoorim, he finally fell to her too. Micky loves the way she talked, the way she giggled shyly, the way her face turned red every time he teases her, the way she looked at him behind her glasses. Yoorim is the first for Micky. Not as the first girlfriend, but she’s the first who has made Micky fallen so deeply for her. And Micky was excited when he took Yoorim to the optic and made her released her glasses, he saw a pair of shocking beautiful eyes. So Micky decided to not buying Yoorim glasses. He thought that her eyes would be only his. No one allowed seeing those eyes.

And next is Shin Hanbyul. The girl who’s like a big star for Micky. Hanbyul is very different if we compare her to Yoorim. Hanbyul is hot and sexy. She’s so Micky’s type. Exactly, Micky is bored with girls like Hanbyul. That’s why his relationship with Yoorim can hold out for 3 years meanwhile Micky just met Hanbyul 3 months ago. That’s an amazing number for Micky for doing relationship (his relationship with Yoorim, ofc). But Hanbyul’s cooking skill stole Micky’s heart. At first Micky keeps flirting and Hanbyul looks interested to him. So she was flirting to him too. She did all methods to make Micky fall for her although unfortunately Micky just flirt, didn’t want to make her fall to him. And thank God she can cook very well and Micky really loves her food she made. Actually, Micky just considered Hanbyul as his reseve. He only loves Lee Yoorim. But he can’t tell Hanbyul about this. Hanbyul tought everything’s okay. And two days ago Hanbyul told Micky that her parents wanted to meet him.

Then the bell rang. All students went out the class. But Micky was still at his seat. No one did care about him presence but his teacher did not.

“Mr. Park, there’s something bothered you?” the teacher asked. Micky shook his head.
“Then what? May I can help you…” she said again.
“Can I tell you about my problem, err—Miss Park?” said Micky. The teacher smiled.
“So…………”

Then Micky told her about his problem.
“Actually I can solve my problem myself, but I don’t know why my half heart says I can’t to this… I don’t wanna hurt anybody, Miss… beside I don’t wanna be judged as a bastard,” Micky bowed. The teacher—her name is Park Jiyoung anyway—messed his head and treated him like her lil’ brother.
“Don’t be worried, Yoochun—can I call you so? I’ll go to Hanbyul’s house and tell her parents that you already have a fiancée. I’ll pretend to be your fiancée,” Park Jiyoung winked. A smile curved in Micky’s face. Then he suddenly hugged his teacher tightly. Too tight till she can’t breathe normally.

“By the way, Yoochun.. do I look too old to be your fiancée?” Jiyoung asked.
It was silent for a while, but then Micky pinched and pulled her teacher’s face. Not a hard pinch, but it was the soft one. Jiyoung face was turning red.
“Hmm… your skin is still well, Miss Park. Even though you still look older than me, but you’re still 28 and I’m still 22, right? It’s not a problem…” Micky smiled again. And Jiyoung face was still red at all.

Oh God… what have I done to this child? Why he can make me feel so embarrassed? And why my heart beats so fast?

**

Now the problem is already gone. And Yoorim already knew about this. And she wasn’t angry. What a sweet girl she is (author kissed by Yoorim haha xD).

So then both of Micky and Yoorim decided to live together though they haven’t married before (haha forgive me, Yoorim-ah! xD)

Micky also has graduated from his university. And he now works in his father’s company.

Micky and Yoorim lived happily forever and after.




Has the story been end?

OF COURSE NOT.
**

A few years later…

Park Jiyoung’s eyes looked empty. She seemed looking for something which is far and unreachable. Her beauty face showed sadness.

And the rain dropped crazily. Fortunately she stood inside the bus stop and it was not too crowded but still she can’t get a seat.

But suddenly someone—a man—shoved her. Actually she didn’t really care with it, but then the man bowed his body to her.

“I’m sorry for bothering you… jwesonghamnida…” he said a little loud because the sound of rain is too loud. Jiyoung tilted his head and faced the man.
“No prob—“
And the both of their eyes met.
“Oh God, you are Park Jiyoung, aren’t you? I’m so surprised we can meet again here!” said the man. Jiyoung smiled. The sadness seemed has been fade away.
“And you are Park Yoochun, ne? You who never got concentrate with my lesson??” Jiyoung asked consciously. Micky laughed.

So… yes. Micky and Jiyoung met again. In the bus station. Suddenly Micky’s face changed. His eyes became sad.
“Why, Yoochun?” Jiyoung asked.
“Nothing, Miss… err, or I should call you Mrs—“
“Forget it, Yoochun. My wedding is canceled.”
Micky shocked.
“What? Tell me! Tell me!”
Then Jiyoung face became sad again like before…

“Uhm, well… he—the bastard—has left me. I don’t know what his reason is but I think he already had the new one. The new who is more than me.”
“I can’t believe that, Miss. You are pretty, tall, beauty, sexy, what else? The bastard who has left you will regret. I’m sure! By the way, Miss, sorry I can’t attend your invitation. There’s something—“
Micky stopped his words to gave her chance to speak. But, Jiyoung face kept sad.
“Yoochun, I wanna talk to you about this. And it’s not good if we talk here. Can we go to café?” asked Jiyoung.
“Of course.”

**

At café.

“Nah, Yoochun. I’ve told you about my life now. The bastard already went from me, so now I can live happily and normally. But I don’t know why I still feel lonely… I’m totally a loner, you know, Yoochun…”
Micky nodded.

“Now is your turn! Tell me about your life!” Jiyoung said.
“I’m now lonely too…”
“Whaaaat? How come?? You have Yoorim beside you, don’t you?” Jiyoung look shocked.
“I’m serious. One year ago. Yoorim… she… she got pregnant but then she lost our baby… she had a serious accident and a few times after it she lost her soul too… they have been called by God…”
Micky cried a lot. The sadness appeared and he can’t help to hold it.
He looked weak. Then Jiyoung hugged him and tried to give him power.

“Sssshh. Don’t sad Yoochun… sshhhh,” once again, Jiyoung treated him like he’s her lil’ brother. But her old feeling toward him also came again…
Micky hugged Jiyoung too. They wanted to give strength to each other.

A few times later…

They were out from café and walking along the street.

“Yoorim knew about you, Miss. And she told me that she likes you,” said Micky while smiled. Jiyoung face got red.
“And she told me in her last time before death picked her up, that if we—you and me—meet again someday when she is not here anymore, Miss, I should protect you as I protect Yoorim well,” Micky said again. Jiyoung shocked and looked into Micky’s eyes.
“What do you mean?” Jiyoung asked.
“Miss, I can’t lie to myself. And Yoorim also told me that I have to believe what I believe.”
“Yoochun, let’s talk to the point. I don’t understand with you so you must tell me what you really wanna say to me!” Jiyoung sounded frustrated.
“I like your maturity.”
“So what? I still don’t understand.”
“Let me to be your guard, Park Jiyoung… (not connected haha babo me -_-)” Micky whisper to her ear seductively and his face curved a Casanova’s smile. Jiyoung face turned veryyyyyyyyyyyyy red!
“Kyah! Such a playboy!” Jiyoung pulled his head. Micky grinned but then they laughed together.


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So. This is the end.
YAAAAH I know this is really weird and awful and pathetic -___-
I don’t have good ideas anyway. Hehe.
And do you know who is Jiyoung? Nooo it’s not Kang Jiyoung from Kara. But it’s……… PARK KAHI FROM AFTER SCHOOL~~~ remember that her real name is Park Jiyoung, ne? Hahahahahaha don’t sue me please xD
I love Kahi and I do love Yoochun too. Seeing them together even though ‘it’ already ended makes me happy kekekeke and I don’t know why I just like them both hahahaha (do you understand? Exactly I don’t understand either -_-)
By the way, who knows cseungg? Raise your hands! Hahaha kidding. It’s me xD cseungg is my another ID wkwkwk~ it stands for Choi Seung Ji—that’s my Korean name. Ji sounds G, right? Hoho :D

Apa banget ya fanfic gue -________________________- abalan kkk~ cerita maksa haha. Oya btw tadinya dua cewek itu (Yoorim sama Hanbyul) mau gue pake nama Korea temen gue, tapi gak jadi. Karena gue belum izin ke mereka yang punya nama U___U
Yaudahlah gue banyak cingcong kayaknya. Makasih yang udah baca~~~ kissandhug munyunyumunyu :33

Halo. Gue lagi badmood (ya terus kenapa -_-)
Ada yang ngerti capek gak? Lo tau gak kalo gue capek, he? (maaf, kesannya egois -_-)
Hhhhh.
Jadi gini ya. Sebetulnya minggu ini bener-bener ngecewain buat gue. Minggu yang gue harap bisa jadi minggu yang lebih menyenangkan daripada minggu-minggu sebelumnya. Tapi apa men? Kenyataannya walaupun di awal minggu udah dikasih libur dua hari, gue malah ngerasa lebih ceble daripada minggu sebelumnya. Oke, gue ngelakuin semuanya iklas. Tapi ada sesuatu yang bikin mood bete gue keluar lagi.
Ngerti gak sih dari sikap yang gue tunjukin, gue sebenernya gak suka digituin (digituin gimana atuh teteh -___-) gue selama ini diem bukan berarti gue menikmati apa yang udah lo semua lakukan. Emang salah gue kenapa gue diem aja, gak nunjukkin perasaan gue. Oy, gak semua orang bisa kayak gitu.
Dan tadi, gue udah ngerasa bersalah banget karena gak bisa ikut suatu acara karena acara yang lain juga harus gue hadiri. Gue tau kalian semua pernah ngerasa kayak gini. Tapi plis, bisa kan gak usah bikin gue tambah capek? Gue lagi gak pengen bercanda walaupun gue gak tau maksud lo kayak gitu bercanda atau bukan. Sekali lagi, gue gak suka.
Jujur aja, gue benci digodain, gue gak suka diledek, gue gak suka dikerjain yang macem-macem. Bisa paham gak kalo sekali gue ngomong kayak gitu, lo gak bakal ngulangin lagi?
Trus nih, gue diem itu karena gue berusaha ikutin apa yang lo mau. Lo mau godain, silakan. Tapi gue berusaha buat gak nanggepin.

Oke. Luapin yang di atas. Yang sekarang lain lagi.
Tentang obsesi gue menjadi amoeba (??? -_-)
Kalo seandainya ada alat atau teknologi terbaru yang bisa membuat manusia membelah diri jadi banyak kayak amoeba, gue pasti pake deh.

Gini ya, besok tuh banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak sekali hal yang ingin gue lakukan. Di satu sisi gue harus ngerjain ini itu blablabla segala macem, namun di sisi yang lain gue ingin bersantai... kencan sama kasur... pelukan sama guling... baca komik sampe mabok.......................
Tapi GAK BISA.
Dan ini jelas bikin mood gue tambah hancur. Emang bagus banget.

Udah ah. Mikirin ginian gue jadi tambah bete. Btw hari ini Max ultah kan ya? Selamet aja deh ya -___________- *dibanting*


(Max-nya cengo gitu tapi gue sukaaa haha xD -_-)
Seenggaknya foto di atas bisa ngilangin bete gue deh walaupun sedikit _-_

Jaa ne!
Wassalam~

Uhm, well… jadi bingung mau mulai dari mana.

Gini deh, aku mau nanya dulu sama yang baca blog ini *krik*, ada yang tau lagu SM Town yang judulnya Only Love? Kalo kpoppers yang senior pasti tau deh. Masalahnya, saya baru suka Kokoreaan satu setengah tahun yang lalu hehe –______________________—

Jadi gini (gini aja terus daritadi-_-) aku beberapa minggu yang lalu minta video-video Kokoreaan gitu ke temenku, nah temenku itu ELF jadi folder yang isinya video-video SuJu dia pisahin. Trus pas buka folder yang isinya SuJu itu, gak taunya nyelip video SM Town ini. Iseng nyetel kan tuh, trus aku liatin artisnya siapa-siapa aja. Ada Yoochun, BoA, Dana, dan kawan-kawan. Intinya artis SM jaman itu (tahun 2007 kalo gak salah) ada DBSK, BoA, SuJu, SNSD, om Kangta(?), Zhang Li Yin, trus gak tau lagi siapa -______- maklum kpopper newbie kekeke.

Nah, yang bikin aku sedih tiap kali nyetel video ini tuh bukan karena lagunya, tapi miris liat keadaan SM Town saat itu :(:(:( pas aku setel ulang videonya, aku itungin (kurang kerjaan emang-_-)… DBSK berlima… CSJH formasi komplit… SuJu yang masih bertigabelas… SoShi yang masih polos-polos(??-_-) coba deh kalo dibandingin sama yang sekarang. DBSK yang berubah jadi duo *nooffense,akujugasedihbangetsoalnya-___-* CSJH yang kabarnya gak tau gimana, SuJu yang sisa sepuluh, SNSD yang makin menggila(?-_-)

Pokoknya aku sedih. Sedih karena di video ini gak ada SHINee(???) hehe becanda deng. Kadang ada perasaan lain yang muncul, kayak, “Ah ternyata tahun 2007 tuh SM Town begini ya blablabla, ternyata SuJu tahun 2007 masih bertiga belas… bahagia banget liatnya…” (oke lebe-_-) tapi timbul perasaan nyesel juga kayak, “AH SIAWRRRRR KENAPA GUE BARU SUKA KOREA TAHUN 2009???? KETIKA SEMUANYA UDAH JADI RIBET??? KENAPA????? KENAPAAAAAA???? *sambilgaruktembok*” (ini lebe juga-_-)
Ngeliat video ini tuh rasanya kayak, “Ah gila ya SM kok keren banget sih blablabla,” karena aku ngeliat artis-artis yang nyanyi di sini pada bahagia-bahagia gitu… masih bareng-bareng dengan teman seperjuangan segrup… aku kangen Hangeng Kangin sama Kibum huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa trus mau liat DBSK berlima lagi huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *mendadakbanjiringus*

Oke. Yang gak ngerti silakan minggir -_- *adajugakuyangdijorokin*

Adios!

Biarin



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habisnya, terus terang saja, aku nggak percaya sama kamu

tak usah marah. aku tahu kamu orangnya sederhana

cuman, karena kamu merasa asing saja makanya kamu selau bilang seperti itu



kamu bilang aku bajingan. aku bilang biarin

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soalnya, kalo aku nggak bajingan mau jadi apa coba, lonte?

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iya nggak? kalau nggak percaya tanya saja pada polisi



habisnya kalau nggak kubilang begitu mau apa coba

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seperti kamu sadari sekarang ini



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Yudhistira Ardinugraha (1974)


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hoy kawan-kawan! *krik*
Assalamualaikum~~ bertemu lagi di bulan Februari haha baru sempet ngepost nih, minggu kemarin ulangan setumpuk-tumpuk ngalahin gunung Jayawijaya *lebe-__-
jadi gak tau kenapa tiba-tiba ada berita bahwa Smansa hari Senin diliburkan! kecuali guru-gurunya karena mereka mau rapat. aduh sumpah gue bersyukur banget... akhirnya bisa santai...

nah, ngomongin kenapa gue nulis tentang puisi di atas? karena waktu pelajaran bahasa Indonsia, gue gak sengaja buka halaman trus ada puisi ini. gak tau kenapa seneng aja baca puisi ini. gue banget.

gue ya gue, elo ya elo. lo mau bilang gue ribet, ngeselin, apalah. biarin aja. hahahahahahaha *tawageje*
btw puisi ini juga udah dipost di facebook sama Muthi. sehati lah kita sama-sama suka sama puisi beginian xD

udah deh segini aja. semoga gue masih berkesempatan buat nulis di postingan selanjutnya! yosh~~ >o<
Wassalam!